It ended a couple of days ago. Right before Valentine's day.
Some of you may say "What a bummer! Breaking up right before the Lovers' day. Layme!" or even feel outrageously pissed about it.
At least I was. I was furious. I swear my eyes could emanate that kinda source of energy that cuts you into half if you stared straight into them.
Why did it have to end, I thought to myself. I blamed him for ending it. I cried feeling so much animosity towards him.
Why can't he simply close one eye and just go with the flow? Why why why?
All sorts of questions were playing in my head.
After a good night of rest and pretty bad swell around my eyes, I regretted blaming him. It wasn't his fault nor was it any of ours. It has to end, eventually. I was too bloody chicken to face the truth that we will soon part our ways soon. I was hiding myself in the fog not wanting to walk in the clearer pathway because I was not prepared to see what was installed in front of me.
Hence, the remorse and pain.
He is mature enough to take this action in spite of the consequences. He knows by doing this, pain would be minimized.
I had the best memories written so far together with him as long as we lasted. He was the one that I could click so well with. The same level of wavelength where we could simply joke about most of the things. We had our bad times. We overcame those and stayed strong, And now it has come to the end of the road and for new memories to be started anew.
Who knows what is next? =)
Some of you may say "What a bummer! Breaking up right before the Lovers' day. Layme!" or even feel outrageously pissed about it.
At least I was. I was furious. I swear my eyes could emanate that kinda source of energy that cuts you into half if you stared straight into them.
Why did it have to end, I thought to myself. I blamed him for ending it. I cried feeling so much animosity towards him.
Why can't he simply close one eye and just go with the flow? Why why why?
All sorts of questions were playing in my head.
After a good night of rest and pretty bad swell around my eyes, I regretted blaming him. It wasn't his fault nor was it any of ours. It has to end, eventually. I was too bloody chicken to face the truth that we will soon part our ways soon. I was hiding myself in the fog not wanting to walk in the clearer pathway because I was not prepared to see what was installed in front of me.
Hence, the remorse and pain.
He is mature enough to take this action in spite of the consequences. He knows by doing this, pain would be minimized.
I had the best memories written so far together with him as long as we lasted. He was the one that I could click so well with. The same level of wavelength where we could simply joke about most of the things. We had our bad times. We overcame those and stayed strong, And now it has come to the end of the road and for new memories to be started anew.
Who knows what is next? =)
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