Its not like we have been together for decades or anything like that but I must say, this feeling is stronger than anything I have ever felt in my entire 22 years. Yesh. 22 years. And I still keep telling everyone I am 18. =P
People, you may be thinking that I might be bragging about my boy but honestly, I can't think of any reason that I should refrain myself from doing so because he is just too awesome and I am more than glad to share this with you peeps out there. :)
He ain't a chinese, not Malaysian. Yes, you guys might be thinking "gasp! what has this girl got into herself?!" But what the fuck man, there's no such rule stating that a malaysian must be dating another malaysian, now is there? Anyway, this guy, the first time I met him, I was perspiring like I was in Sahara desert, under the scorching bloody burning hot sun (I was effing nervous okay? I mean, I have never done this! Not to mention, with his looks, I was pronounced dead upon his arrival), when it was 1am in the morning up on a hill, in his car, looking down on the lights of the KL city. It was such a beautiful sight. No one has ever brought me to such gorgeous place. As far as I can remember my exes, the only thing beautiful is well, hmmm, Damn, I can't even ruddy think of one. okay, Me? lol!! =X Mind you, he hadn't even tried holding my hand on first night, he was in total respect towards me.
Reversing the time back to like a couple of weeks back, we were talking all the time via texts, msn, facebook. I was literally jumping for joy when he asked me for my number because I was worried he wasn't interested in me at all. Thats when it all started. The sparks, the fireworks. And I knew. I love this guy in spite of the fact that we haven't met properly, ever! I was, still am, in love with his personality, his great characteristics, the instant click when we talk. We can talk about almost everything. It was so great because I have never spoken so much or been so truthful since like forever?
Next, I was so worried that we wouldnt be the same after we meet. I was terrified that all that special moments we have shared once would all gone. Oh you know, how things are on texts messages and msn chats with meeting the real person. Who knows, one of you might get the dumbfounded-disease where your mouth is like being sewed into fine thin threads where it was impossible to enunciate the words ending up mumbling a few mmmms and ahhs. I was dead wrong! Okay it was awkward initially, but we were deeply connected already. I just adore his voice, his gorgeous huge eyes, the curls of his lashes are even better than the etude house's fakey eyelashes, yo!
And when he talks to me, its like I was the only thing breathing on earth talking to him. He pays full attention to whatever I say and gives me such good advice. He's simply wonderful. The little hugs he would give or those sexy kisses he plants on me, it just tears me off from this mad world, drags me into this beautiful dimension where there was only green trees, birds chirping away on the branches of the oaks, beautiful sunset, clouds shaped so beautifully no one could imagine, and there's us, hand-in-hand, strolling along the beautiful green grass. Nothing else. No pollutions, no exams, no stoopid people, no racism, nothing bad.
This is to you baby boy, I love u! A whole damn lot! =)
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