There's an expiry date for almost everything. Food packaging, facial products, body products, drinks, assignments, pain and love. So, you see, you try to finish up the products before its too late and having to throw them into the dumpster/rubbish bin is simply a waste of resources.
So to me, LOVE has its expiry date as well. And mine is clearly about to come real soon. I have decided that the expiry date is the day he leaves here. 25th May. I looked at the calendar, and I just realized it is the 5th of April. Already. Its too soon. This is gonna be one helluva hurtful deadline. which I have clearly, been "preparing" myself.
To top that up, he decided to take a couple of days of break from me. My precious days which I have not been brave enough to count down to until today. Right about now. And tears streak down my puffy face.
Its that thought of him having to take more days away from me after the confrontation He had literally GIVEN me (that made the both of us breakdown) that hurts. Basically, I am mentally being stabbed with a blunt knife that had left me a slow death of bleeding out. Slow. and a darn painful death.
I am going to follow my guts and text him to ask him how many more days he would require from me because I can't take this ambiguity of when his reply will be.
To my faithful readers out there,
I want to thank you all for coping with my sadness and the returning of your visits. I hope the pain is going to be temporary. This is a battle everyone has to go thru. The LOVE-RELATIONSHIP battle.
Again, thank you for the motivation you guys left on the chatbox. Truly appreciate that.
Sending my heartfelt love to you guys out there. Have a safe one and a good one too!
=)
xx
So to me, LOVE has its expiry date as well. And mine is clearly about to come real soon. I have decided that the expiry date is the day he leaves here. 25th May. I looked at the calendar, and I just realized it is the 5th of April. Already. Its too soon. This is gonna be one helluva hurtful deadline. which I have clearly, been "preparing" myself.
To top that up, he decided to take a couple of days of break from me. My precious days which I have not been brave enough to count down to until today. Right about now. And tears streak down my puffy face.
Its that thought of him having to take more days away from me after the confrontation He had literally GIVEN me (that made the both of us breakdown) that hurts. Basically, I am mentally being stabbed with a blunt knife that had left me a slow death of bleeding out. Slow. and a darn painful death.
I am going to follow my guts and text him to ask him how many more days he would require from me because I can't take this ambiguity of when his reply will be.
To my faithful readers out there,
I want to thank you all for coping with my sadness and the returning of your visits. I hope the pain is going to be temporary. This is a battle everyone has to go thru. The LOVE-RELATIONSHIP battle.
Again, thank you for the motivation you guys left on the chatbox. Truly appreciate that.
Sending my heartfelt love to you guys out there. Have a safe one and a good one too!
=)
xx
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