Gone too soon.

I always knew the world is unfair. But, this is outrageous. I have never been so mad in my life with how things work in life. I am so mad at myself for taking things granted. And it never hit me until last friday. After 22 fucking years. I was living in my happy world.

Yes, happy world. I am lucky that I wasn't born to a pauper.

That, I had all arms and legs.

That, my parents love and protect me, till now.

That, in the times when I was sick, my mom was there to make sure I heal.

That, there was food on my table, 3 meals a day.

All these, I haven't been extra thankful till last thursday. When he left us all. My 3 year old nephew.

Who would have guessed that the start of a new year would be a full stop to his? Who would have knew, at the point of time where H1N1 was supposedly subsiding, was the cause of his death?

That morning, after the phone call. I gagged at the thought of life. I gagged at everyone else whom are living a great life, but not thankful towards it. It angers me that these people rant on their problems on and on like some helluva shyte. It angers me so badly, I become emotionless. Stoical. He was only 3. He didn't even have the opportunity to have crushes, fall in love, date, study, get naughty and rough like a young boy, no rebellion period.

So people, be bloody thankful u have an effing life to live. Dont rant. Count your lucky stars u get to face these problems. Just be thankful. Life sucks but its better than not having a life at all!

In loving memories of my baby nephew.