Drama o No drama

Walking down the memory pathway to which it had brought me back to the time when I was back in high school. During that period of time, practically everyone was trying to be as dramatic as possible about each others' lives, outliving one another in a group, sort of like the want to be the spotlight of the group and the one with the most dramatic life wins a title of the popular one. Nonetheless, living in that condition had obviously led me thinking in such way that I started creating dramas of my own. Yeah yeah, I was fucking dramatic. I needed to be the "popular" one you know. (that time, that is)

Now, turning back, looking at those times, brought teeny tinge of sadness knowing that I was trying to effing hard to be accepted into the ridiculously-preposterous norm. Those dramas got me into lotsa sticky trouble, alright. Made my life topsy-turvy right from the top, bottom, left, right, inside and out. I lost my true self. My own personal identity in which I had became another person. In spite of that, it was a relief that I had gone through those cycle of life because then, I wouldn't be who I am right now. (Of course that would mean that I had learnt from the pasts mistakes). Okayy, soo maybe I won't deny that I don't like a tad of drama in my life right now, but I try making sure that those lil extra things that I long so much do not cause me a great opportunity cost because then, there will be no turning back, and I'll be regretting for the rest of my life. Also, thats where your besties come in. You consult in them, listen to their words, and make decisions wisely.

Thats just food for thoughts for the day. happy day people! =)
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