douchebags.

Okay, I don't understand how someone could tolerate a guy's nuisance that is way beyond the limit of reasonable! well, nothing in particular but I have been hearing stories, and even some of my own. Not gonna go into details of what sorta a-holes they are because then I would have at least 10 parts to rant about.

Instead of ranting, I will be talking about my opinions on staying single rather than being in a horrible-always-in-a-dilemma-kinda relationship. (Unless you have found the guy thats not taking you for granted, appreciating you for who you are, and every moment spending together is like soo blissful! Then he's Prolly the guy). Anyway, as I was saying, if the guy's ain't good enough, don't waste any more of your precious brain cells wrecking your brain trying to figure out what game is he trying on you because its just so nerve-shattering. I used to have two awesome "flings" (Didn't know both were a fling until they completely left me standing in the dark with absolutely no means of light! And Yes, I fell for it twice. What a shame!). Everything seemed so right at the beginning, slowly, everything starts to fall out of place. Females being the weaker ones, they tend to fall deep. Hard. Emotionally. and that is equivalent to death sentence. For a female. It takes them ages to get rid of those cuts because they, well, in my case, I literally stuck my hand out for them to slit me. I was like "I trust you, so come, cut me". Boy, was it a hellish nightmare. To wake up from it, knowing that I am alone, standing on my two feet, breathing the air of relieve and freedom, it was like me being murdered and have gone to heaven. No mroe suffocations, no more mind-boggling games, no more I-am-waiting-for-your-calls, no more what-is-he-doing-right-now and why-isn't-he-texting-me or even now did he say that with a hidden meaning, if so, what exactly does he mean? 

So, Smell of liberation. is simply Splendid.

p/s: I am currently in a great relationship with a great guy, so this is just something I wanted to write off in my head because I hope this would actually help some of the girls that are in a dilemma with situations of such.