Alright folks,
Question for the day.
How do you know if you have found the one? or you're in love?
or when is the right time to properly acknowledge that you are in love?
In my particular case, I have been nonchalantly seeing this guy for about three weeks. I think I mentioned how when I first met him, I was in huge denial that I was attracted to him because of the recent blows I've received from several guys and from progressing too fast.
Things are pretty good, I am still in denial, and every time I do something out of my norm like taking care of him or baking him cheesecake, I would recoil back into my defensive self. It is obvious to him, apparently because he once confronted me about it.
I don't know why but I am just so pessimistic about happy endings. There are too many people in the world. You will always be meeting new people along the way, and sparks will be flying all over again. If theres one thing I noticed from my past relationships, and I'm pretty sure most of you out there, it is highly improbable that sparks only occur between one man and one woman. (unless, you have only one partner in your entire life)
So there. I've said it. That's my biggest fear. What if one day, he meets someone that could make his heart flutters like I once did. Or me meeting a guy that shoots out sparks like fireworks.
You lot out there would prolly say, oh darn, thats not true love. If you're in love, those shit wont happen. But then again, true love. What does that mean? Unless you're edward cullen and Bella, true love is nearly impossible.
Question for the day.
How do you know if you have found the one? or you're in love?
or when is the right time to properly acknowledge that you are in love?
In my particular case, I have been nonchalantly seeing this guy for about three weeks. I think I mentioned how when I first met him, I was in huge denial that I was attracted to him because of the recent blows I've received from several guys and from progressing too fast.
Things are pretty good, I am still in denial, and every time I do something out of my norm like taking care of him or baking him cheesecake, I would recoil back into my defensive self. It is obvious to him, apparently because he once confronted me about it.
I don't know why but I am just so pessimistic about happy endings. There are too many people in the world. You will always be meeting new people along the way, and sparks will be flying all over again. If theres one thing I noticed from my past relationships, and I'm pretty sure most of you out there, it is highly improbable that sparks only occur between one man and one woman. (unless, you have only one partner in your entire life)
So there. I've said it. That's my biggest fear. What if one day, he meets someone that could make his heart flutters like I once did. Or me meeting a guy that shoots out sparks like fireworks.
You lot out there would prolly say, oh darn, thats not true love. If you're in love, those shit wont happen. But then again, true love. What does that mean? Unless you're edward cullen and Bella, true love is nearly impossible.
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