Remember my last post where I was writing about the things I absolutely adore about this guy?
You guys would be mind blown upon hearing this news that I am about to reveal to you. its supposed to hit me really hard, considering how much I fancy him but it didn't. Mind you guys that we weren't in a proper proper relationship because he wasn't into commitment and we meet once a week, and thus, that is the only time we text each other. So, he went MIA.
For that week itself, I was wondering, if this was actually worth my time and emotions because its starting to wear me out. Well, my feelings towards him started to dissipate. I was like I am not going to even bother meeting him anymore because its a sheer waste of time.
I feel so shit because I thought it would take a 180 degree turn or something but alas, it didn't. Perhaps, this is a sign.
I realized I do not want all these uncertainties anymore. I want a man who can commit, who is willing to spend time with me, texts me even when hes' at work, punching card kinda thing..
so anyway.. thats my news. I am never going to talk to him anymore.
You guys would be mind blown upon hearing this news that I am about to reveal to you. its supposed to hit me really hard, considering how much I fancy him but it didn't. Mind you guys that we weren't in a proper proper relationship because he wasn't into commitment and we meet once a week, and thus, that is the only time we text each other. So, he went MIA.
For that week itself, I was wondering, if this was actually worth my time and emotions because its starting to wear me out. Well, my feelings towards him started to dissipate. I was like I am not going to even bother meeting him anymore because its a sheer waste of time.
I feel so shit because I thought it would take a 180 degree turn or something but alas, it didn't. Perhaps, this is a sign.
I realized I do not want all these uncertainties anymore. I want a man who can commit, who is willing to spend time with me, texts me even when hes' at work, punching card kinda thing..
so anyway.. thats my news. I am never going to talk to him anymore.
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