Day 8

Guy B, white male, dazzling light blue eyes, the softest blonde hair I've ever felt. Its just something about him that makes me want to trust him and enjoy every moment with him. I have learnt through really hard times that nothing is forever. Thus, I'm just trying to appreciate every second spent with him. 

Just last Friday, He and I (with his mate and my friend) came over to my place for a "double date" movie night. It was a+mazing! The connection between us is so strong, the other couple felt it and literally told us to loosen it up. 

3 hours ago.

There was this Winterfest thingy happening in Lowell. There was this human dog sledge. It was really hilarious. I was counting down the hours to seeing him. He was at a Boxing Match. 

2 hours ago.

While roaming around downtown, the whole bunch got hungry and we went to this Vietnamese Thailand restaurant for food. I was ecstatic! 2 more hours! 

10 minutes ago.

We're just about to finish up our dinner. He texted me if we're still meeting up. I replied Yes, and they should come over to mine because I couldnt' go to any bar as I forgotten my ID back home. Meet me at the ICC to get the shuttle together over to mine."

At ICC.

I looked at him straight into his eyes. I literally lost vision of everything around me but him. For a moment, it was like those movies where the guy is your entire vision with lights glowing within him like an angel. Without realizing it, I ran. Let me repeat myself. I RAN towards him and fall right into his warm hug. He looked down at me, flashed his ridiculously charming smile at me. It was like he was at the army for like 2 years and finally got back for a holiday to see me. 

So yes, the magnet between us is undeniably wicked sick. I have never felt anything like this before. And yes, I think you know my decision already. Guy B it is. 

* I saw Guy A at class today. As a matter of fact, he texted me to ask if he could come over (an hour drive to my place) to hang with me just last Saturday, but I told him no. He's a sweetheart, but you know when that feeling ain't as strong as the other one. He ain't your guy.